you're pushin it. i've had enough.

and just the fact that amanda more than likely told dustin that i was talking about him and/or something else that mentioned me because i see his friend josh looking at my timeline- i don't even really know josh, just that he's married to my friend angie and he's friends with dustin. he's more than likely using josh's account to view my timeline since i blocked him since i don't like racist pricks and i don't care to see anything they have to say. i'm not sure WHY amanda told dustin about something i said.. probably something racist since that's what that particular side of the family are now.. i got news for you jackasses- I am NOT completely WHITE myself. i also happen to have something going in and out of me that happens to be big and BLACK ALL THE TIME now. he has a million times MORE integrity and respect than ANY of you. you've motivated me to cut your job to me off and settle for any other damn east coast city.. i just wanna get away from these racist pricks. i'll be telling the ics more cities i would like to look for housing in tomorrow. in case your stupid asses don't get the picture- ONE more reason why i wanna move to the east is because there's too many racist pricks in minnesota. if dustin REALLY gave a shit about his cousin (and amanda too i suppose), they'd be talking to that jackass who called me a "welfare rat".. aka missy's stupid ass boyfriend kevin. i don't get ANY support from my grandma's side of the family. instead they enjoy talking about someone who actually has DRIVE and PERSISTENCE to go places other than their lame old ignorant comfort zones. you obviously are just ignoring EVERYTHING i've been through to get where I want- NOT just for what's convenient for people who don't give a damn about me unless it's convenient or beneficial for THEM. it's proof that amanda doesn't have empathy when she just jumps to tell dustin, she must be desperate but they're just causing more damage. keep it up. i've already decided to speak to the proper people to give your responsibility for me to someone else- although that may have been the reason why you've been so unsupportive of me.. so CONGRATULATIONS! YOU GOT YOUR WAY!